im struggling to find anything positive in my life right now
i feel sad
i actually just spent about half an hour trying to convince my parents to give me $25 for weed and saying it will help ease dads pain from his operation and i was so close to getting them to say yes but then they suddenly changed their minds for no reason and my heart sank because the word no just destroyed all of my hopes and dreams
so i was in a car crash tonight because some fucking cunt drove into me head first because he was speeding around the corner on the wrong side of the rode and then he made out as if i was in the wrong how is that even possible omg i still can’t stop shaking i feel so sick i think i fractured my jaw or my head or soemthing it all fucking hurts and my arm is burnt idk why i think im going to throw up and my car is a write off and i have no insurance and omg why does bad shit keep happening to me and mum cant come to hospital with me tomorrow because shes getting botox :’(
i’m so excited i’m going back to australia on monday yay 2 months is too long away from friends n my cat
hello hello omg I know I haven’t been on here for months but I’m currently in England visiting my family and I’m supposed to be here until december but I don’t want to stay until then and I’m bored and sad and homesick and no one is making an effort to see me and it sucks but I do love it here and my nan is great but I just want to come on here because I miss it and I’m sad :-(
my life is so shit right now omg what did i do wrong
am i a bad daughter because mum gave me money to go shopping and I spent it on cigarettes and didn’t get all of the food she asked for lol
CAN I JUST SAY HOW FUCKING EXCITED I AM OMG I’M GOING HOME FOR 3 MONTHS
!!!!!!
my granddad just gave my family money so we can go back to england and i’m so happy i am crying i finally get to go home i can’t believe it holy shit i am so so happy i just want to book a flight for tomorrow holy shit yay
